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Friday, March 15, 2013 @ 5:11 am
Words. It's funny how this page have evolved.. From silly twiitx blogging, to immature hate teenager blogging, to friendship woe blogging, to teenage love stories. Happy moments were more common back those days, though. Here I am, once again to fill this sorrowful lonely page up again... " Absence makes the heart grow fonder, or does it makes it wander?" I believe if there is absence one will wander, the only reason why absence actually makes the heart grow fonder is prolly due to the thrill for not being able to have what you want. Every time we argue, you'll tell me to make my own plans, you'll tell me shit like you might not be the one for me, you'll spout bull like don't pinned too much for we are uncertain about the future. Hey, fuck you and your mind. We made a pact to never say shits like this bit you're always breaking it, and sees no wrong with it. When I say such shit, it's like I'm the monster of all time, like I never fucking think before I talk. Serious double standards you have. Sometimes I blame myself for portraying such strong front, that it doesn't seem to gather any form of concern from you. I may be boy-ish, I may seem like I could take care of myself. But honey, doesn't every girl want to be pampered and coax? You don't do this anymore, you don't take initiatives anymore, you don't care anymore? If space is all you want, you can have it all. But one day, when you turn back.. Don't blame me for not being there, because you chased me off. I have no idea how much I have to do to show you how much love I have for you, and hope to receive from you. The slightest attempt could appease me, but no. You just don't bother anymore.. 2 more days to your 23rd birthday, that will be my last initiative for you. I no longer possess the strength and drive to deal with all this again. It's been so many years, how I wish you could understand me better. Am I that hard to decipher? Am I that hard to appease? Am I that bad a girlfriend? Am I that unlovable to you already? How I wish we could snap back to sec 3/4, I wouldn't have given you more love than I should. I will make you love me more than i do to you, I wish to make you feel more hurt than I currently am. I hate you so much for making me your fallen victim of love. Xx Labels: Albert Wednesday, May 16, 2012 @ 2:21 am
Never look back, they said... Am I that capable to always be the root of all evil? I doubt so. Why am I always taking all this? You no longer admit you're wrong, you no longer watch what you say. Am I at fault? Seriously? Respect me, the very least.. Do you? Idk how much or long more can I tolerate such mental games. I'm sick of it. Let's use this trip to see if things will work out, else it's time to bid goodbye. This time I'll stand strong, lest the years ahead be wasted when there eventually will not be a happy ending anymore. I'm heartbroken, yet again. Xx Sunday, May 06, 2012 @ 8:58 pm
What's it like to be single? I've been attached with you for so many years that, now I don't know how to brace myself up to face single hood, should that day come. What are words, you asked me. Now, I should ask you back this. What's sorry? What's "I will..." when you're not doing it? What lies ahead is really unpredictable for me. Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements? Xx @ 5:22 am
Just not the right night. I shouldn't even be out right now. My emotions, it's all taking me over. My life, it have changed so much. You tell me to hang out with my friends but I don't even have much friends for me to feel comfortable with. I don't even have someone else to confide in as much as I could with ou. You were my bestfriend, my best lover. You have been there for me so much all these years and now you've changed. I don't blame you, but have you ever considered my feelings. Have you ever stop and see how much I have changed for you. But you have to understand that every human have their limit. The limit where they no longer feel the need to try anymore. This war, it's no longer worth fighting for. This love, is there any thing more for me to fight for? Le sigh. I wish I was home right now to cry the shit out of my eyes. But no, I can't cause I'm out in public an I need to get things sorted out and not be affected or have much emotions involve. What's this expectation I have for myself worth? I no longer have any, no longer feel there's any worth behind all this. I should leave. I should be out of this place and I should just leave the world now before any memories or unhappiness stain what optimistic views I had of the world and life: Xx @ 5:09 am
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